I have not journaled for almost a month.  I have been doing allot of reading about St. Francis and Bro. Juniper. 

My feeling have been all over the place.  I am not sure where the Lord is steering me.  I feel as if I am going in a confusing direction.

As a Franciscan I am suppose to praise God in all things.  This past month I have had Tom back in the hospital for two more stents.  I know that I need to trust in the Lord, as Francis and Juniper did.  They did not question anything that was put before them.  They knew that God was in charge of everything.

I am wondering if being a Franciscan is what God really wants for me?

More praying is in order!