Well, my last journal was last summer. I have been trying to get my diabetes under control. Today I want to get myself centered.
Two weeks ago, I decided to go over to the church to have time with God. I got there around 10:00 a.m. to find the lobby completely full of people. I went into the church and there were people everywhere. I waited until the noise stopped.
When the church was completely quiet, I started quieting my body and my soul. I centered on my God and my All.
While my eyes were closed I keeped seeing a face. At first I thought there was someone in front of me in the church trying to get my attention. Three times I opened my eyes to find that there wasn't anyone in the church. I decided to let go and let God take over. I closed my eyes again and the face appeared a fourth time. In past experiences when this face appeared I could make out only an outline. I could see dark hair, rather long and a beard and moustache also dark. This time, I could see big eyes. They were coming at my face. As they kept coming, they kept getting bigger and bigger. I then felt pressure against my forehead as if this image was pressing against my forehead.
I opened my eyes and felt a little scared. I could still feel the pressure against my forehead. That feeling stayed with me most of the morning.
I am not sure what to expect next! Whatever happens will be truly awesome!