I have been very excited and emotional lately.  I feel like something is about to break through.  I'm not sure what it is, but it is going to be a very strong thing.

I have been waking up in the middle of the night very agitated.  I have to sit up in my rocking chair and pray until I fall asleep in my chair.  The only way that I am at peace is to pray.  During the day, I have to sometimes put on Christian Music to get through the day. 

I am wondering if God has been trying to reach me.  I have been feeling like He has something for me to do.  I wish that I knew what it was.  I have got to remember that God is God and I am not.  So, I will be patient and just wait until things are revealed to me.  I probably need to be quiet and listen.

Sunday I read in the obituaries that a lady that my husband and I had shared our faith with in the RCIA had passed away.  I will attend her funeral on Friday.  She had a great devotion to St. Anthony of Padua.  She was a fantastic piano player and dedicated her two CD's to St. Anthony.  She used to say that everything that she received from God was do to the intercession of St. Anthony.  I am going to miss her very much.  She was a great lady.  May she rest in peace!

Well, I am going to go and pray now.  I need to be with my Lord!